i. don't. like it.
The phone rings, and my heart jumps into my throat like a mini panic attack.
it's not even that i'm particularly busy today - it's just ...something. i don't know. The full moon maybe? my body saying; "Nope, not this month lady!...(phew)" again? what?
the air is suffocating and i want to RUN outside and breathe... just stand outside and breathe... and i kinda wish i had a cigarette - if only for the excuse to stand out side and breathe for a few minutes. I know i can do that without a ciggy, but then i'm just the crazy lady standing outside staring at the clouds looking vaguely upset.
shhh. this is a quiet office. i don't want to voice/vent my inner frustrations because even if i did, i wouldn't be able to explain them. and it's not work related... its.... something. and i don't know what it is, and it's nameless and faceless and it keeps hovering over me like a big grey... Something -personified with a Capital "S".
i don't know if i should scream, or cry, or laugh....
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I think it is something in the air, I feel the same way, and so have a couple other people I've talked to. Maybe it's some government conspiracy...
I'll come outside with ya and look silly for standing outside without a ciggy. Hope you feel a bit better soon!
It's the full moon.
Damn thing should have waited for Halloween next week.
I bet you it is the full moon, that makes a lot more sense now. The moon does crazy shit you know!
full moon - end of summer, the trees are almost bare, and that little hibernatory inside of all flatlanders is gearing up for another winter. we just want to stand under the sky and soak up all the sunlight that is left before we strt to go to work AND come home in the dark. you're not crazy baby, you're just a flatlander.
thanks everyone... it seems to be running its course - i should be fine soon. hugs and stuff to all y'all
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