walking and talking in circles, twirling ever twirling
banging my head against this wall
putting your head in the sand won't make me go away, i'm still here.
I'M STILL HERE!
fuck.
i just feel like - meh.
cursing like a sailor, breaking shit and screaming at the top of my lungs "NOTICE ME!"
scream and scream and scream until my throat is raw and bleeding.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
GRRRRRRR.
oh internets, if only i could accurately describe the frustration.
sigh.
blech.
i hate this post. but i'm going to post it anyway.
have to de-tox on the great sounding board of the universe, the web.
spew out poison and drain myself of this feeling.
fuck
fuck
fuck.
cyclical cycles
back to this again are we?
mother fucking cunt sucking bastard fucker.
RRRRRR.
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Update: 1:33 pm - thanks for all the concern folks. i'm okay, really. When i was little i use to just get so upset and frustrated that i would just scream and scream... seeing as that's more acceptable behaviour for a 2 year old than a 27 year old... this is my new frustrated scream.
Unfortunately, this isn't something i feel comfortable posting about on my blog which is rapidly losing the safety of anonimity. i'm sure the parties involved would not appreciate it if they were so named and if the issue was so named. again, thanks. now that THAT's out of my system, things should proceed as normal. cheers.
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Interesting. Very interesting.
Melsie and I are obviously not good at listening to directions, since we did not ignore the post. But I do hope you feel better soon. I like to purposely break a dish when I'm really frustrated. There's something about that sound of crashing china that is very satisfying. It's good to keep a few flea market dishes in your house at all times for just such an occasion. ;)
actually, this morning at the office, somebody broke a glass and its amazing how it sorta cut the tension here.
...thinking about going outside and smashing something fun....
I can't ignore either... basically I am having a similiar sort of day. I am indecisive today which is probably the most annoying thing to be when I have a million decisions to make.
:-)
What's going on sweety? You have me worried over here!
You had me at "mother fucking cunt sucking bastard fucker".
Oh, I thought she always talked like that. LOL. JK.
Hope all is well now. :) Love you, lady.
I understand. Sometimes, you have to watch what you say, so's not to offend.
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